My husband decided to check out another girls ass on Saturday. Then have a conversation with his friend from work about her ass in front of me. They tried to mumble and speak in code. But I was watching them! I have 2 small children and super sonic hearing. The kids can come up with a better code then they did.
I was so embarrassed that I left the 5k race before it began. I wasn’t made. She was bending over stretching and was wearing bright teal shorts. I checked her ass out. No homo. I was embarrassed that my husband would treat me like that in front of everyone he works with. I feel like he has zero respect for me.
Saturday night we got into again about how I think it’s unfair that he allows his co-workers to smoke in front of the kids, but gives his ex-wife a hard time. He can’t have double standards. Especially because the boy has sensitive lungs and the last time he was around his biological mother, I had to take him to the doctor and he got an inhaler. She refused to stop smoking until she got pregnant. Sigh.
So I have this boy in my past who I was in love with. Like a fantasy type love because I never knew how it played out. So he was my perfect man because he never messed it up lol. His mother was battling lung cancer last time we spoke. I sent an email to his email address that I’ve had for 4 years. I didn’t think he would write back. Who checks their email accounts that they had 4 years ago? I don’t. With my luck he responded. His mother had passed.
I cried when I read his email. I knew how close they were and how much the family depended on her to stay together. I cried for him, not because I have emotions for him.
My husband is now upset with me and told me that my actions have put our relationship in jeopardy. Are you kidding me? This is just stupid! I did nothing wrong and didn’t cross any lines. I was concerned about someone who meant something to me in the past.